Sunday, September 11, 2011

Mine....

Ours will be a very ordinary story.....
Nothing to write home about.... There wont be any heart breaking tragedy which will make it special...
We'll fight n bicker n get married....We'll be like any other couple with the usual set of problems.... "You don't give me time..." You don't appreciate me and compliment me...."
Why does that make me sad??? I dont want the tragedy, but i want this to be special and important...
Cant compete with ghosts, im glad im alive, atleast i have the hope of a lifetime with you..... but that story depresses me a lot.... not jealous, atleast don't think so....can't really define it...
I feel so stupid now for thinking that you were spoiling me or vice versa....
One I cant compete with BMWs.... 2nd my gift anyway gets palmed off as given by someone else....
Its strange to be so peaceful n yet so troubled.... that's love i guess...